I know. It's not something you can just logic away. But I think those attempts at reassuring you were genuine, who he truly is. Not this.
I think he wanted to be the sort of person everyone could depend on and find comfort in, and I don't want to let the entity or whatever happened to him in his past define him as someone other than that.
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Date: 2025-03-23 04:23 pm (UTC)I think he wanted to be the sort of person everyone could depend on and find comfort in, and I don't want to let the entity or whatever happened to him in his past define him as someone other than that.
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Date: 2025-03-23 09:16 pm (UTC)My head knows it, probably. My heart's... gonna take more time. [ rubs at his eyes. uughhh. ] It's easier to be angry than sad.
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Date: 2025-03-24 03:13 am (UTC)[ahhh, puts a hand on his shoulder.]
And I don't think there's anything wrong with being angry at him, either.
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Date: 2025-03-24 04:24 am (UTC)...thanks. I think you're the first person who's told me that who I actually believe means it.