I didn't really think about it much at first because I didn't give a damn about the whole redemption thing. Didn't consider there might be other options, either, until Yves brought it up, and then I guess I was apparently behind the curve on that one? But-- there isn't anywhere else I could be but Kazdel, anyway.
I understand. I couldn't go anywhere but my home, either. Well, quite literally in my case.
[she frowns a little.]
I've always been determined to go back, even if it means I have to believe in an experiment that always felt suspect to me. But honestly, I don't want to change for another god, but I think... I'm fine. [she hasn't been trying to "redeem" herself exactly, but she has tried to be the person others saw in her and she thinks that counts.] And I think you're fine. What have you even done that's so worthy of condemnation? Thrown some bombs around and used course language, ah well. I don't think you have ever done a single thing as nasty as Marcoh throwing Jiaoqiu's vulnerabilities back in his face, or honestly even Koharu choosing to keep all of her items to herself because she doesn't feel like participating.
The point is, I think we ought to be allowed to go at the end of this, and if not, I'll raise a fuss over it.
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Date: 2025-03-30 02:24 am (UTC)[after a second:]
So, Anders said he was planning on going with you once we get all this over with?
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Date: 2025-03-30 02:27 am (UTC)[he more insisted he probably wasn't a bunch of times.]
But yes, we discussed it... My world is very similar to his, I think. Well, now I know. Except that the whole mage and templar thing does not exist.
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Date: 2025-03-30 02:30 am (UTC)[better off there than terra, anyway.]
Sounds like that's about the best thing your place could be missing, too.
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Date: 2025-03-30 02:38 am (UTC)Don't get me wrong, my world has some very awful things all of its very own. Just, hopefully they will not drive him more insane.
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Date: 2025-03-30 02:41 am (UTC)[he did literally die for that once already so we just have to come in at less insane than 'walks right into death about it'. easy, right... right...]
Just, you know-- well. I don't have to ask you to look out for him anyway.
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Date: 2025-03-30 03:44 am (UTC)[quiet, for a moment.]
I didn't really think about it much at first because I didn't give a damn about the whole redemption thing. Didn't consider there might be other options, either, until Yves brought it up, and then I guess I was apparently behind the curve on that one? But-- there isn't anywhere else I could be but Kazdel, anyway.
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Date: 2025-03-30 12:24 pm (UTC)[she frowns a little.]
I've always been determined to go back, even if it means I have to believe in an experiment that always felt suspect to me. But honestly, I don't want to change for another god, but I think... I'm fine. [she hasn't been trying to "redeem" herself exactly, but she has tried to be the person others saw in her and she thinks that counts.] And I think you're fine. What have you even done that's so worthy of condemnation? Thrown some bombs around and used course language, ah well. I don't think you have ever done a single thing as nasty as Marcoh throwing Jiaoqiu's vulnerabilities back in his face, or honestly even Koharu choosing to keep all of her items to herself because she doesn't feel like participating.
The point is, I think we ought to be allowed to go at the end of this, and if not, I'll raise a fuss over it.