pc: kaworu

[sacredpath]

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[peripheries]

Yes. I know I my life would be completely different if I'd been allowed to go out in the world and make connections with others. But my environment is always tightly controlled so that was never possible.

What made the difference?

[sacredpath]

[i think it may be the exact thing he just said.]

Maybe it's that I did get the chance to go out into the world. Whatever those first connections you had were would matter, wouldn't they?

[peripheries]

Without question. They would be instrumental in shaping who you become.

[He leans back against the wall, letting his body go slack.]

Who were they?

[sacredpath]

[hmmm....]

On the road, I met people. We were all in a shared predicament, so we were forced to travel together. But some of them had priorities that were different than mine.

We wound up spending a great deal of time that I'm not sure we had to spare untangling problems for other people. And I complained, and resented it, but... if I must live in the memory of a world where I put my foot down, where we never made those same choices, where I was willing to part ways with them over their weakness in insisting on using our efforts to save helpless peoples' lives, I find it a dreadful world to contemplate.

[peripheries]

People seem to be at the center of who we are.

Are you afraid that the real you might be one where you chose to say the same?

[He would be.]

[sacredpath]

That is a terrifying thought, isn't it? [smile.] Unless it's the truth. In which case, I'm more afraid that the real one made a mistake and threw away everything that meant anything to me.

[peripheries]

It is... but based on our previous conversations. I don't think that's the person you are. You seem like someone who means well. Just a bit sloppy for an adult.

[sacredpath]

[kaworu who gave you permission to become so cute.]

You're annoying for a child, so we're even. [...] Thank you for saying so.

[peripheries]

Isn't that part of being a child?

[You're not supposed to say that outloud!]

Besides even if you weren't the person you hoped you were, you can still change. Don't let fate become your cage.