pc: kaworu

[sacredpath]

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[peripheries]

[He feels guilty. Like maybe he should pull away. Stop seeking comfort from her if she never got it from anyone. But he doesn't want to pull away.]

I'm sorry it happened to you again.

[sacredpath]

It's alright.

[it's just a fleeting thought, not even truly her own. she pushes it away.]

It didn't, but I think last time I envied Fidelio, because he kept his own mind, he did all the right things. And now I'm quite aware that isn't an enviable position to be in, either.

[peripheries]

Being helpless can be worse than being a victim.

[sacredpath]

I don't even know if I was entirely helpless. [i mean she did kill a bunch of them.] But... I feel sorry for the girl that I was.

[some version of her who never had contemplated all of her friends bursting into monsters and picking up a sword and putting them down was traumatized by all of this.]

The point is, I hated watching that happen to all of you.