pc: kaworu

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Well. That will be their mistake in the end.

[Bro punch him.]

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[she won't.]

Yes. The consequences will fall on the ones who cared for you. You'll escape feeling pain, but they'll be left to suffer for it. Is that something you're alright with, then?

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I don't know. I've never had to think about it before.

[He isn't deflecting. He means it. Caring about others... being cared about in return... its so new.]

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You feel sorry for Anders, when he feels pain over Hawke, but he'd feel that over you as well. I don't think you'd wish for that.

[she knows he hasn't considered it, she understands at this point that he's only selfish the way a little kid is selfish, when he hasn't thought through what he does might mean for anyone else.]

Many of the things you believe remind me of the things I was taught to believe.

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No. I don't. But someone will also be sad over the person who is executed. I'll be sad.

[He shifts, rubbing his his arm, tasting the acid in the back of his mouth.]

I don't know what I believe anymore.

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That isn't entirely a bad thing. [not. being sad. the beliefs part.] You were taught a way to exist by people who only wanted to use you, who wanted to teach you only the things that would help them achieve their aims.

Trying to learn something new is painful, but it will be worth it. [she is still so new to all of this, still trying to convince herself of this fact, and she's lying. she doesn't know if it's worth it yet. she just hopes it will be.]

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[He nods. She is right, that is exactly how he was raised and why they chose to raise him that way.]

It has to be worth it. Otherwise, what's the point of all this? If there's no place to take what I learn?

[Just pain? Is that really the reason he's here instead of free within the void?]

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[it's very encouraging to hear him say that. putting a hand carefully on his shoulder.]

It's not only pain, right? There are things that make you happy, I know that's true. [for example, comedy roasts.]

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I'm happy here most of the time. And sometimes I forget about all of the bad things. And then when they happen, I forget about being happy.

[He does love a good roast... he leans into her hand. ]

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[awww.]

But it will come back.