Circumstances weren't great, and it's not like I have no regrets or anything, but... I had some time in the moment itself to accept that I wasn't going to make it, so there's that.
If anything, it's jarring how uneventful the transition to the afterlife has been.
I can see how having a little time to think changes things. Though - sometimes when the sword is hanging over your head, you still manage to convince yourself it isn't going to fall.
I still feel that way, I think, precisely because this place is so... wrong.
... Mm, it really doesn't feel like an afterlife. [he reaches up to rub his left shoulder.] Easy to think that you just got transported to some other realm, even if you remember dying.
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Date: 2025-02-10 02:06 pm (UTC)Circumstances weren't great, and it's not like I have no regrets or anything, but... I had some time in the moment itself to accept that I wasn't going to make it, so there's that.
If anything, it's jarring how uneventful the transition to the afterlife has been.
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Date: 2025-02-10 11:33 pm (UTC)I still feel that way, I think, precisely because this place is so... wrong.
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Date: 2025-02-11 04:10 am (UTC)... Well, at least I know there's no way my opponent wouldn't have made sure I was dead, so that'll keep me grounded. Hopefully.
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Date: 2025-02-12 05:24 am (UTC)[matter of fact, rather than self-deprecating.]
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Date: 2025-02-12 02:14 pm (UTC)In a way, that's probably true of most of us.
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Date: 2025-02-13 02:09 pm (UTC)Well, that makes two of us. Probably more.
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Date: 2025-02-13 10:34 pm (UTC)...I don't know what that gesture you're making means. I hope it's not vulgar.
[she knows it's not, that's not his vibe, but it's funny to pretend.]
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Date: 2025-02-14 12:38 am (UTC)... So many of you are confused by this...
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Date: 2025-02-14 03:53 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2025-02-14 04:22 am (UTC)It's... just a gesture meant to express energy? Usually affirmative.
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