Even when you know it isn't right, it's hard to hear someone speak such callous and ugly things and not hate them a little for it.
[hard not to hate jing yuan for saying he killed charlie because he was bored, or hawke for saying he sacrificed adolphe to save anders in some unspecified way.]
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[she'll get up, a bit unsteady, and start heading toward the bar.]
I still don't know if he did it on purpose or not. I truly do hate him if he did.
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Hawke, you mean? Everything does still feel pretty unclear.
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[that was so fucked up it fully broke three different people at the same time.]
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... Mm. And I thought Jing Yuan's "boredom" explanation was frustrating enough to hear last week, even knowing he wasn't in his right mind.
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[hard not to hate jing yuan for saying he killed charlie because he was bored, or hawke for saying he sacrificed adolphe to save anders in some unspecified way.]
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[uruha would be hypocritical if he didn't understand killing, but he'd like to think he's not. that levels of bad when speaking of it.]
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I understand people going after a prize they want. [even if she might object, too.] This is so much uglier.
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People pursuing things of their own will, I get it. ... Brainwashing or whatever this is—that's outside of my wheelhouse.
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It's not out of mine. I've seen it happen. But it's still a little different, it unfolding in slow motion like this.
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[so. not that helpful.]
Maybe there's another way, but my encounters have always been quite time-sensitive.
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Yeah, things are simplest when you can just cut the enemy down right away. Things are trickier here.
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[sincere question, not judging.]
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Both, kind of?
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[both is good.]
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... Hard to avoid getting attached even if you tell yourself that you don't mean to. Guess that's just the nature of people.
[for better or for worse.]
Though admittedly, I've never found myself regretting it even when it sucks.