I was trained for that purpose, so I could serve as a healer on missions for Lady Shar. But on our final mission... the others I was tasked to accompany all died. Only I survived.
[she doesn't really have survivor's guilt about that. she had some attachments to them, but they weren't friends. but. not exactly great moments in being the party healer.]
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branchandroot
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Date: 2025-03-08 02:05 am (UTC)[why the fuck do they still not know why this is happening.]
...I know one week was yours, your memories. Last week was mine.
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Date: 2025-03-08 02:29 am (UTC)That does not surprise me, with what I've heard from those who experienced it. [ ... ] I do wonder what the point is.
It seems cruel to take a healer's memories and use them to hurt people. [ he means both of them, even if her goddess is all about the pain. ]
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Date: 2025-03-08 01:19 pm (UTC)[a small smile.]
I was trained for that purpose, so I could serve as a healer on missions for Lady Shar. But on our final mission... the others I was tasked to accompany all died. Only I survived.
[she doesn't really have survivor's guilt about that. she had some attachments to them, but they weren't friends. but. not exactly great moments in being the party healer.]
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Date: 2025-03-09 06:45 am (UTC)[ he glances at her. ]
There is always a chance you'll lose those you're meant to heal, but I don't think that stops anybody from trying.
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Date: 2025-03-09 01:56 pm (UTC)[she doesn't have that instinct, that drive, to save other people. but she wasn't exactly groomed to be someone who would.]
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Date: 2025-03-10 01:18 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2025-03-10 01:32 am (UTC)[she's joking she understands what he means.]
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Date: 2025-03-10 01:36 am (UTC)Misery loves company. [ we're dead! together! and that's what counts! ]
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Date: 2025-03-10 03:00 am (UTC)no subject
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