sacredpath | pc: euphausia

From:

[woooooooow eupha.... maybe she shouldn't watch the whole thing to the end, but it's very cool.

beautiful to see her confront the lie, the ruin of her entire life's purpose, but find meaning in deciding to continue to live.

it's a different journey than her own. they both put their faith in someone who let them down, but she doubts she will find a version of whatever shar is that's worth continuing to believe in, that lets her have a purpose other than...tragedy, death, just as eupha's very sexy friend said.]

...I'm glad to know it ended that way.

[even if she died eventually.]

From:

trifocal

[ her friend is truly so sexy.

it's strange to watch all of that from an outside perspective... but she manages a smile. ]

... I am, too. I never would have thought I had it in me.

From:

sacredpath

I would hardly have doubted you.

[...]

I'm rather glad you didn't die there. But I do understand. Changing from one's purpose isn't easy.

From:

trifocal

It's both terrifying and exhilarating, to suddenly have no notion of what the future may hold.

[ except that she died anyway ]

From:

sacredpath

True.

[she can understand that very well.]

But I like the purpose you chose for yourself.

From:

trifocal

[ a warm smile at that. ]

Are you still thinking about what your purpose should be?

From:

sacredpath

I have to admit, if it isn't Shar, then I don't truly know.

From:

trifocal

But the unknown is not such a bad thing. Is it?

From:

sacredpath

Maybe it isn't.

[she'll reluctantly agree to that.]

But I think you understand... it's frightening all the same, not to know what awaits, even if what you thought would await was perilous.

From:

trifocal

[ a nod. ]

I realize that I am younger than you, and we may end up walking different paths, but if you would ever like someone to talk to about this, even if it is simply to speak of anxieties and frustrations, my door is open.

[ even more so now that her roommate is dead ig ]