[she was not angry so much as exasperated at the time, and is even less angry about it now.]
I don't really relish having to be the one with the responsibility to try to make people cooperate with that business. And I'm not particularly good at it.
My city's on the ocean, too, but it's mostly industrial around the ports. Beaches like this you've gotta travel for. [ ... ] It's nice and open, here, after bein' stuck all weekend.
[ it takes him a moment to answer, his tendency to deflect at war with the sincerity he wanted to bring to this interaction. ]
...I feel like shit, honestly, but it'd be worse if I didn't. [ he scrubs a hand through his hair, sighing. ] As long as I feel bad, it means I'm not getting numb to it.
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[sitting up from where she's lying down.]
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Shadowheart. Look, I wanted to- [ egghhhh ] -apologise. For snappin' at you during trial.
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[she was not angry so much as exasperated at the time, and is even less angry about it now.]
I don't really relish having to be the one with the responsibility to try to make people cooperate with that business. And I'm not particularly good at it.
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[ sighs. ]
Still, it wasn't fair, and I'm sorry. I was on edge, but who isn't at those things.
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[a smile.]
It is not a pleasant situation. Tempers flare, of course. I wouldn't possibly hold it against you, but I appreciate your courtesy nonetheless.
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[ and jiaoqiu told him off, which was a bad sign.
hesitantly, he will sit beside her. ]
Do you usually come here after-- everything?
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Sometimes. It's a good place to collect thoughts. Pretty, yes?
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Yeah, it's pretty. Did you have beaches nearby, where you're from?
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Not like this. I grew up in a city on the ocean, but the docks there are more - merchant ships and the smell of rotting fish.
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My city's on the ocean, too, but it's mostly industrial around the ports. Beaches like this you've gotta travel for. [ ... ] It's nice and open, here, after bein' stuck all weekend.
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[it's very peaceful.]
It's been a very long week.
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[ he sighs, drawing his knees up to rest his arms on them. ]
Every week feels like it's getting longer.
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[but he's young, so presumably harder, especially this week.]
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...I feel like shit, honestly, but it'd be worse if I didn't. [ he scrubs a hand through his hair, sighing. ] As long as I feel bad, it means I'm not getting numb to it.
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So… we simply must try.
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[ just keep swimming, and all that. ]
...the city you grew up in, what's it like? Everyone's from such different places, learnin' about a new one's always interesting.