[it was not a secret, but she also knew he was going with anders, not her, and she did not have complete trust in him to actually come with her at any point in time until now.]
I haven't seen much of the world. Or at least, I can't remember much of it. And a lot of what I experienced was very difficult and sad.
I don't think anyone is guaranteed happiness, but despite that, I believe that it is there to be found. I have experienced it, even in brief moments. I would not let you come if I didn't think you could find it.
[on the other hand we don't have like tv or anything so do consider that.]
I know you aren't afraid, but it's a nasty business. Not all of us will go into the thick of it. Waiting at camp with some of the others who won't join the fight is fine, but if you prefer to stay close, that's your choice.
[she doesn't really know what the plot of her game holds after moonrise though, the plan has always been to just finish act 2 and then she assumes they will have killed the absolute and it will be possible and easy to get everyone to baldur's gate where they can be free of all of this nonsense.]
[Unfortunately then it's everyone and their mother gets a sidequest and you're all over every inch of that city.
He is still for a second, letting the tide fill his open palms and then recede.]
If I stay back and wait, I'll spend all my time wondering if I'll ever see you come back. I would rather risk death. That way, I can at least fight to shape my own fate.
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[hopefully it was not secret or anything.]
...Do you really think there is happiness for us to find there?
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I haven't seen much of the world. Or at least, I can't remember much of it. And a lot of what I experienced was very difficult and sad.
I don't think anyone is guaranteed happiness, but despite that, I believe that it is there to be found. I have experienced it, even in brief moments. I would not let you come if I didn't think you could find it.
[on the other hand we don't have like tv or anything so do consider that.]
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[he pushes his hands into these sand and then watches the tide strip away the imprints.]
Are we going to find it together?
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We will have to fight a little longer. Though you do not have to. You can come along and remain safe if you prefer.
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[maybe he should be but he isn't. All he needs is a reason. And people are enough of a reason even if he doesn't care about the land itself.]
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[she doesn't really know what the plot of her game holds after moonrise though, the plan has always been to just finish act 2 and then she assumes they will have killed the absolute and it will be possible and easy to get everyone to baldur's gate where they can be free of all of this nonsense.]
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He is still for a second, letting the tide fill his open palms and then recede.]
If I stay back and wait, I'll spend all my time wondering if I'll ever see you come back. I would rather risk death. That way, I can at least fight to shape my own fate.