[okay. she will just come and sit with him. she doesn't know what happened to him in the fade, but she does know what she saw happen.]
There is a me who has done terrible things too, and she is standing right here. I don't remember all of them, but I know I have been cruel and I have tortured and I have killed and I have caused suffering for people for no reason other than that I was made to believe I had to be that sort of person.
You are not alone in feeling horror about the things you are capable of when pushed to extremes.
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Date: 2025-03-28 01:01 am (UTC)There is a me who has done terrible things too, and she is standing right here. I don't remember all of them, but I know I have been cruel and I have tortured and I have killed and I have caused suffering for people for no reason other than that I was made to believe I had to be that sort of person.
You are not alone in feeling horror about the things you are capable of when pushed to extremes.