... I won't do anything reckless. If his soul's lost, we don't know I'd go to the same place. I'm not looking to die for no reason.
[ but she already knows - that if there's a reason, he's also not afraid to ]
... but it's not because I don't care what anyone here thinks. I don't want to upset any of you, either. So... it's hard for me to know what to do, even if I know I don't need to decide right now.
That's what I'd say. There's no reason to decide now. Something unjust happened to him, and at the least, maybe we ought to see this through and find out why and make sure wherever they are, they're safe.
[but if at the end he doesn't want to go back, that's his business.]
I think Gamaliel said... we can see if anyone was behaving differently earlier, if there were maybe signs someone could be affected. What Jing Yuan said on Tuesday was different from what he said on Saturday. So maybe... Wednesday or Thursday?
But that requires us to know each other really well...
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[this is just so sad.]
They're still out there, supposedly.
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A different one... I only met Adolphe later in my life, though I would've wished for more time even alive too.
[ there's so many orphanages in this island because people die so fucking often ]
... they are. Though I think my response to that will make people sad too... so I'm trying to be careful.
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I think I can guess what it might be.
[if he wants to be with him (platonic) (no homo) then it's not like that isn't possible.]
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but yves will squeeze her hand once ]
... I won't do anything reckless. If his soul's lost, we don't know I'd go to the same place. I'm not looking to die for no reason.
[ but she already knows - that if there's a reason, he's also not afraid to ]
... but it's not because I don't care what anyone here thinks. I don't want to upset any of you, either. So... it's hard for me to know what to do, even if I know I don't need to decide right now.
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That's what I'd say. There's no reason to decide now. Something unjust happened to him, and at the least, maybe we ought to see this through and find out why and make sure wherever they are, they're safe.
[but if at the end he doesn't want to go back, that's his business.]
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... yeah. I think... the killer probably isn't in their right mind. Either of them, if there's two.
[ he's not sure how any of this is working ]
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[not going to mention the apples.]
The bigger question is why any of this is happening to us.
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The angels didn't know when I asked last week... but we'll check in with them tomorrow again, I guess.
[ . . . ]
They were so confident it wouldn't happen again.
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They seem sincerely in the dark to the extent I can tell, but it hasn't been much help.
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I think Gamaliel said... we can see if anyone was behaving differently earlier, if there were maybe signs someone could be affected. What Jing Yuan said on Tuesday was different from what he said on Saturday. So maybe... Wednesday or Thursday?
But that requires us to know each other really well...
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[how are they supposed to notice.]
Jiaoqiu suggested it might have to do with specific sins. Such as Jing Yuan acting particularly lazy.
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... maybe. We'll have to see what the physical evidence says tomorrow, and then see if we can find patterns once we find people.
[ and hopefully it won't be riding on the prayer of a ribbon in the last 10 minutes ]
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I'll do what I can to help.
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... thank you. I'll be better by tomorrow.
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[squeezes back.]