[a moment of pain and heartbreak, but maybe she's going to a place where those feelings can be healed.]
I think it would be a good thing, if you were to write her and apologize for breaking her trust. But beyond that, I don't know what more any of us could have done for her.
[she feels some skepticism at that. but it's fine. she will take some of her drink as well.]
Good. She may or may not forgive you, and that's her right. [which is not something she thinks he doesn't know, but - ] Meaning that if certain people do choose to forgive you, they have the right to choose that as well.
... that's okay. [ even if he feels unsure about it, like he does think he deserves worse ] I think... I'm not sure what I want. I don't want to be hated, even if I expect it.
But I also don't know if I can be forgiven so easily. [ frowns ] I'll... try not to be difficult about it.
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[a moment of pain and heartbreak, but maybe she's going to a place where those feelings can be healed.]
I think it would be a good thing, if you were to write her and apologize for breaking her trust. But beyond that, I don't know what more any of us could have done for her.
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[ softly, because of course he did. he was penning it in his head while he was dissociating. he sighs again, and takes a sip of his drink ]
I asked Adolphe to look after her for me. Maybe he could do a better job than I did.
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Good. She may or may not forgive you, and that's her right. [which is not something she thinks he doesn't know, but - ] Meaning that if certain people do choose to forgive you, they have the right to choose that as well.
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... that's okay. [ even if he feels unsure about it, like he does think he deserves worse ] I think... I'm not sure what I want. I don't want to be hated, even if I expect it.
But I also don't know if I can be forgiven so easily. [ frowns ] I'll... try not to be difficult about it.