Yeah... At some point, I was... possessed by something. The Unmaker? And I thought... I had to destroy everything, which included trying to kill my friends.
It made me think for a second... even though I couldn't remember it—that everyone who said that I was possessed was right. [ rubbing at his face, even though there's gauze on his cheek like he forgot already ]
Like I was always meant to be manipulated by Death to hurt the people I love.
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at her question, he nods. ]
Yeah... At some point, I was... possessed by something. The Unmaker? And I thought... I had to destroy everything, which included trying to kill my friends.
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I'm sure that was hard on you. You know it wasn't your fault, don't you?
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[ he's trying his best to be reasonable ]
It doesn't change that... I hated it. Being made into a puppet.
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[but it does matter, to know that it isn't yourself you ought to be angry at, even if that's hard.]
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Like I was always meant to be manipulated by Death to hurt the people I love.
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[did he mess up the gauze already. but this is important, too.]
Those people were not right. And you haven't hurt anyone beyond what can be healed.