… I realized I get anxious, not being with the people who I selfishly think need me. Adolphe was the worst of it, but then losing Claude the way we did was hard.
[ so it was nice to be with them especially when he thinks they’re stupid (affectionate)
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But then… when I was there, I was worried about everyone I left behind. I guess until today it felt like there was no real winning.
Ah, I'm afraid it didn't work. It was only an ordinary diary, once I got it. But thank you. You are very responsible, and also you just said you plan to do something chaotic. [so stop protesting innocence.] So what is it?
I'd love to tell you if I had any real ideas... I think I just accidentally end up in chaotic situations.
There was a location on the other side where you had to kiss someone in order to leave and somehow about eight of us managed to wander in at once. I think there's just something in the air that's absolutely bizarre.
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[ delightedly as he finds a bottle and two glasses. pouring them and offering one out to her! his free hand automatically reaches for hers ]
So how've you been?
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It has been quite depressing over here. I don't think I realized until today how tired all of us have been.
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It’s a heavy weight to carry, to be the ones who persist.
[ he knows that it’s half of what killed him the first time ]
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[ so it was nice to be with them especially when he thinks they’re stupid (affectionate)
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But then… when I was there, I was worried about everyone I left behind. I guess until today it felt like there was no real winning.
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It did seem that all of you were having a bit more fun over there, though I know you were worried for us.
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but also he’s pausing ]
I’m constantly torn about exactly how much fun we had.
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[some of you are weirdos.]
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[ but he just shakes his head fondly, amused ]
No one got too hurt from it at least, so it's not too much harm done. I did miss all of you so I'm glad that we're back together.
So I guess it'll just become extra chaotic here.
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Why am I being blamed?!
I even gave you the Dream Diary as a precaution for communication instead of doing anything sweet! I’ve been so responsible.
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There was a location on the other side where you had to kiss someone in order to leave and somehow about eight of us managed to wander in at once. I think there's just something in the air that's absolutely bizarre.
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I do think I'm owed gossip in return.
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I just kissed Claude to escape.
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[she's not all that serious though she doesn't need to know.]
It would definitely be strategic to kiss early and not be stuck at the end with someone you did not want to kiss. [though who even is that for yves.]