[she lets him pour the glass, but she just watches him, doesn't move to drink.]
Oh, Yves.
[it's funny, because what he's describing is something she was taught to believe in, to even hope for. other forms of happiness are an illusion, but shar can offer a path to transcend pain, to experience it so deeply that it no longer feels like pain. she did start to wonder, though, if this was nothing but a lie, an excuse, a carrot dangled to suggest there was a future in this path that didn't hurt.
it seems he experienced it, but it doesn't look beautiful, and it doesn't seem as though it actually freed him in any way from hurting.]
I think you may just feel it in a different way, but that's awful. I'm sorry.
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Oh, Yves.
[it's funny, because what he's describing is something she was taught to believe in, to even hope for. other forms of happiness are an illusion, but shar can offer a path to transcend pain, to experience it so deeply that it no longer feels like pain. she did start to wonder, though, if this was nothing but a lie, an excuse, a carrot dangled to suggest there was a future in this path that didn't hurt.
it seems he experienced it, but it doesn't look beautiful, and it doesn't seem as though it actually freed him in any way from hurting.]
I think you may just feel it in a different way, but that's awful. I'm sorry.