Shadowheart

I do understand that. [there are complicated reasons to want to live or die, but at the end of the day.] It does sound as though the problem may be less your desire to live and more your desire to return to a place where people generally treat you poorly, though.

[even if adolphe makes it more complex than that.]

I meant whatever he was. The version of you they made to take your place. Would you want to become someone else?