I have a good time being alive. I enjoy myself, and I like meeting people. I just... The more I talk it through, I don't think going back to my life as it was... would be what heals me.
[ a contemplative pause ]
... I don't really care about deserving Heaven, but I don't really wanna go back to life. I just... want to be with the people I care about, and at home, they've all already died.
So I guess... I'm trying to figure out where to go from here, but it's surprisingly difficult to find a reason to live.
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[ he should sound more certain, but he doesn't. ]
I have a good time being alive. I enjoy myself, and I like meeting people. I just... The more I talk it through, I don't think going back to my life as it was... would be what heals me.
[ a contemplative pause ]
... I don't really care about deserving Heaven, but I don't really wanna go back to life. I just... want to be with the people I care about, and at home, they've all already died.
So I guess... I'm trying to figure out where to go from here, but it's surprisingly difficult to find a reason to live.