[is she though? the question just makes her look sad.]

I'm not sure it is. Or if it is, that I'm able to. [...] The reason I'm here is because I defied Shar. I became weak to the influence of other people, and I - I wanted to know about my past more than I wanted to follow her command. And I thought she would discard me for what I did, but then there were so many signs that perhaps she hadn't given up on me.

If she sees something in me worth saving after that, it's hard not to think maybe I should try harder.